Finding Jesus, Harder Now More Than Ever

Welcome To Death Row

Secret Of Life, "Learn to accept that your already dead, in that way may you learn how to LIVE. When Jesus died on the cross the world and "Life itself" became DEATH- ROW. Those who died before were born again (not reborn) to be given the opportunity at forgiveness. That time is coming to an end soon. The Lord will reap what is his, and the rest ripped from the soil. Let them who have ears listen, Let them who have eyes see." - The Teacher

The 1st time Jesus came, he was a lamb sent to "slaughter". A sacrifice that should have "NEVER BEEN NEEDED." In fact "No Sacrifice" ever should have been needed of any "Innocent Lives" for the forgiveness of "Another's Sin". This promotes "Evil", "Stupidity", and not taking "Accountability or Responsibility" for ones own actions. For example if you have children you should be able to understand this. Imagine your child killing the family dog, and instead of holding your child accountable and teaching them the errors of their ways, and helping them change, (using the "WORD" and the"ROD"). You tell them it's okay, and have them kill / sacrifice the family cat, brother or sister, etc, to make up for the wrong they did. Doesn't make any sense does it?

The reasons it doesn't make sense is because one, as a parent, you can understand the flaws in that type of thinking. From the child's perspective, they will learn early on that it's okay to do wrong, that as long as they "Kill" and shed "Innocent Blood" everything will work out. The second reason, is if one seeks "Justice" no justice seeking person, seeks to punish others for another's fault. This is the issue with GODS people. They don't understand nor appreciate the lives that were lost / sacrificed for others mistakes, nor do they understand how or why it came to that. The majority will just say, it's because GOD said so. Okay but do you know why?

Do you realize how bad things & evil people would have to be for something so backwards in logic to actually work in a logical way. That's why Jesus ended the animal sacrifices. People were only getting worse. People did repent in response to the sacrifices as well as Jesus's sacrifice. but the issues were the lack of proper understanding and utilization of those sacrifices by GOD'S people as well as understanding how and why it came to be. All life has value in the eyes of the Lord, people who don't value "All Life" will never see the kingdom. You must view life like children, before you took your 1st life, killed your first bug, etc. Only then can you begin to see a small percentage of how the Lord views things.

"Many times have you desired to hear these words which I am saying to you, and you have no one else to hear them from. There will be days when you will look for me and will not find me." Jesus said, "The pharisees and the scribes have taken the keys of knowledge (gnosis) and hidden them. They themselves have not entered, nor have they allowed to enter those who wish to. You, however, be as wise as serpents and as innocent as doves."
- Gospel Of Thomas 1:38-39

"And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them, and said, Verily I say unto you, except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter the kingdom of heaven."
- Matthew 18:2-3

"Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the believers, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity."
- 1 Timothy 4:12

"And as long as I'm with you, pay attention to me and trust in me, but when I leave you, remember me. And remember me because when I was with you, you didn't know me."
- The Secret Book Of James "Know Yourselves"

"In response the Lord said, "Truly I tell you, no one will be saved unless they [believe] in my cross, [because] the kingdom of God belongs to those who've believed in my cross. So become those who seek death, like the dead who seek life; because what they seek is revealed to them. So what do they have to worry about? When you turn to the subject of death, it will teach you about election. Truly I tell you, no one who's afraid of death will be saved, because the kingdom of God belongs to those who are put to death. Become better than I; be like the child of the Holy Spirit."
- The Secret Book Of James "The Cross And Death"

Finding Jesus (the right way) in this time frame will be impossible for most in many ways. One reason is because most don't understand what has happened, what is happening and what is going to happen. They'll fall into the same traps as Peter and Judas, for they are too distracted.

"For the son of GOD is as a man taking a far journey, who left his house, and gave authority to his servants, and to every man his work, and commanded the porter to watch. Watch ye therefore: for ye know not when the master of the house cometh, at even, or at midnight, or at the cockrowing, or in the morning: Lest coming suddenly he find you sleeping. And what I say unto you I say unto all, Watch."
- Mark 13:34-37

Understand The Pain and Suffering on All Sides

When Jesus died and resurrected, he literally became life itself. Imagine becoming life itself, and every time someone dies, experiences pain, or is hurt, it attacks and hurts you as well. His scars run deep, not just with his alone. Now look at how long ago he resurrected and the date today. Thats a lot of pain to be going through, and not just feeling but also experiencing. He literally has PTSD. And that's only one small aspect of the pain.

To get a better understanding of what this looks like watch the clip below. In the "Matrix" when Neo confronts the architect, there are many different tv screens inside tv screens portraying Neo. Each one represents a different "version", "personality", or "persona" of him. This is exactly how you should see Jesus, but a little different. In many ways when you see a happy version of Jesus, there is also an angry version that may or may not have been seen yet, as well as every version in between. In many ways the clip below not only helps explain Jesus, but in other ways, our reality as well.

Now you can begin to understand how Jesus sees and feels when he looks at you, the world, at all creation. He's not "HAPPY" as many churches or congregations would have you believe. He's "FURIOUS", he's so mad people and angels can't tell him apart from SATAN, DEMONS, or other SPIRITS (good or bad). He's disguised in many ways, testing people, trapping people, and making war. He not only took the punishment for others "SINS" but still hasn't been repaid nor been able to fully reap what he's sown. Think from his perspective, long, long ago, you lived sinlessly, you were whipped, beaten and crucified for the sins of all. Rejected and persecuted by your own people (so they claimed) the Sanhedrin (Jewish religious leaders). Who not only swayed the crowd using Pontius Pilate, Barabbas, and others (Judas as well), but also tried to lead them away from Jesus and from God's true church.

Returning to earth a 2nd time just to find it worse than before, the good news is the gospel has reached the four corners of the globe. The bad news is the people and churches still aren't on track and still are living in the same sin as before. Imagine there was a leaky pipe in the Lord's house, and the first time Jesus came he exposed the leak, taught people how to fix and repair it. But when he comes back centuries later, not only is the pipe still leaking, but it's also pouring out worse than before and the house is flooded (with sin and uncleanliness). Many are trying to bypass Jesus to get to God and Heaven, to steal what can't be stolen. Like children mad at one parent, trying to sweet talk the other into submission.

Many do it without realizing it. Ultimately, they're being used by a small corrupt few who "Unfortunately" have been paying more attention to things than others. They pursue glory, power, greed, lust, and gluttony. The masses become their pawns, there expendable assets and test dummies. There is only one path to GOD, and that's through Jesus, with Jesus. Though it may look like millions upon millions of paths to God exist, there is truly only one. And the grapevine that has been planted where it does not belong, trying to bypass "JESUS", will be destroyed.

Jesus said, "A grapevine has been planted outside of the father, but being unsound, it will be pulled up by its roots and destroyed."
- Gospel Of Thomas 1:40

Jesus said, "Whoever does not hate his father and his mother cannot become a disciple to me. And whoever does not hate his brothers and sisters and take up his cross in my way will not be worthy of me." "Whoever has come to understand the world has found (only) a corpse, and whoever has found a corpse is superior to the world."
- Gospel Of Thomas 1:55-56

“I am come to send fire on the earth, and what will I, if it be already kindled? But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am I straitened till it be accomplished! Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division: For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three. The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother; the mother in law against the daughter in law, and the daughter in law against the mother in law."
- Luke 12:49-53

Understand The Sickness

People have literally become a disease to life itself. Jesus is the anti virus. Not only are people a disease to each other, they have become a disease to the Lord. In this 2nd coming he is literally transforming everything. What once was, will not be. As stated, before there is a version that wants to save everyone, a version that wants to destroy everyone, as well as a version for everything in between. The dice are rolling, the cards are being dealt. Will you spin the wheel of life or will you pick up your cross and follow him before ye perish. He literally feels at times just like Mr. Smith in the " Matrix". He's sick of everything.

Surviving The Darkness

Believe it or not but Jesus is already here for the 2nd coming. Like the previous verse mentioned (Mark 13:34-37), when he return they didn't know him and tried to kill him "And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven, and did cast them to the earth: and the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born" - Revelation 12:4. The ridiculous part is both sides tried to kill him, good (?) and evil.

Both intentionally and unintentionally. His "Servants" denied / deny him, family, the world, etc. Much like the movie "Beauty And The Beast" when the old woman tests the king of the castle and then curses him for not having any humility or kindness, Jesus in a sense does the same. But far far worse. The Lord returns not only to find the world worse than when he left, but now he is denied by those "Who speak, lead, bless, pray, and worship, all in his "HIS NAME".

This is a pure "DEATH SENTENCE", especially for the churches and religious figures who led so many astray, worthless swine just like the corrupt priests in the movie 300, only caring about power, influence, money, gold, etc. Not to mention they poisoned and polluted the masses. How awful it will be for those on judgement day, for they will have not only their sin to pay for but will inherit and share the sin of all those they mislead. Jesus is "FURIOUS" with everyone and literally debates destroying everyone except the animals and starting fresh. And in many ways, he already has, people just haven't woken up dead yet.

"Jesus answered and said unto them, destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up. Then said the Jews, Forty and six years was this temple in building, and wilt thou rear it up in three days? But he spake of the temple of his body."
- John 2:19-21

Most people have been blindly following illusions believing their serving the "TRUE" God & Jesus when there not. Much of this stems from the Catholic churches' (early churches) traps as well as other churches and the Sanhedrin. God commanded us not to make anything in the likeness of what is in heaven. The reason for this is because these images imprint in our minds, spirits, soul, etc. Satan and the evil use these images to create doors and cracks where there shouldn't be.

With all these false images of "Jesus", "God", "Prophets", etc, people get a misconception prebuilt in them which leads them astray and from finding the true Jesus and path. This is one reason Jesus stresses so much on "faith and works". If you truly follow God, you keep his commandments, you live righteously, and you live every day like it's your last, you can be totally blinded but still find your way home.

"Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;"
- Exodus 20:4-5

Jesus said, "I shall destroy this house, and no one will be able to build it [...]."
- Gospel Of Thomas 1:71

"I also will choose their delusions, and will bring their fears upon them; because when I called, none did answer; when I spake, they did not hear: but they did evil before mine eyes, and chose that in which I delighted not."
- Isaiah 66:4

"He shall take to him his jealousy for complete armour, and make the creature his weapon for the revenge of his enemies."
- Wisdom Of Solomon 5:17

People failed the Lord in so many ways, they chose power over GOD, money over GOD, and chose themselves over GOD. They have literally been de-evolving back into the stubborn fools of the old testament worshiping themselves, false Gods, Idols, etc. That's where the secret is. The timeline is split in two parts, prior to the crucifixion and after the crucifixion and the resurrection. All who lived before he was crucified (good or bad) were born again to be tested (both dead and living).

When Jesus died it was for people to get a second chance, so how could the dead be given a second chance? They had to be born again and tested. So now that we know we have lived two lives, we also need to understand how the timelines merge. Right now, were undergoing an alignment phase, spiritual, physical, astrological, etc. Our past life plus our 2nd life are merging, once the merge is complete, there's no going back.

Your either good or on Jesus's hit list. In this phase Jesus is literally like a transformer, when he resurrected, he gave everyone a piece of him, now he's collecting his pieces and rebuilding himself both physically and spiritually. Some will live, many will die. All the evidence is in him, only the "True & Faithful" will survive. Imagine Jesus being like a vault or a safe, each person had a key that was given to them by the LORD, if they properly took care of it, the key will open the door. Otherwise, it's literally like Indiana Jones and the Holy Grail. Choose your cup wisely, see the video below.

"Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."
- John 14:6

"Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? And in thy name have cast out devils? And in thy name done many wonderful works? And then I will profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity."
- Matthew 7:21-23

God's Chain Of Command

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Mary said to Jesus, "Whom are your disciples like?" He said, "They are like children who have settled in a field which is not theirs. When the owners of the field come, they will say, 'Let us have back our field.' They (will) undress in their presence in order to let them have back their field and to give it back to them. Therefore I say, if the owner of a house knows that the thief is coming, he will begin his vigil before he comes and will not let him dig through into his house of his domain to carry away his goods. You, then, be on guard against the world. Arm yourselves with great strength lest the robbers find a way to come to you, for the difficulty which you expect will (surely) materialize. Let there be among you a man of understanding. When the grain ripened, he came quickly with his sickle in his hand and reaped it. Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear."
- Gospel Of Thomas 1:21

"Another day Jesus came up to them. They said to him, "Master, we've seen you in a dream, because we had great dreams last night." But Jesus said, "Why [....] hidden yourselves?" And they said, "We saw a great house, with a great alter in it, and twelve people - we'd say they were priests - and a name. And a crowd of people was waiting at the alter until the priests finished receiving the offerings. We kept waiting too." Jesus said, "What were they like?" And they said, "Some fast for two weeks.

Others sacrifice their own children; others their wives, praising and humbling themselves among each other. Others sleep with men; others murder; yet others commit many sins and do criminal things. And the people standing before the alter invoke your name! And in all their sacrificing, they fill the alter with their offerings." When they said this, they fell silent because they were troubled. Jesus said to them, "Why are troubled? Truly I say to you, all the priests standing before that altar invoke my name. And again, I say to you, my name has been written on this house of the generations of the stars by the human generations. And they have shamefully planted fruitless trees in my name." Jesus said to them, "You're the ones receiving the offerings on the altar you've seen. That's the God you serve, and you're the twelve people you've seen. And the animals you saw brought in to be sacrificed are the crowd you lead astray before that altar.

Your minister will stand up and use my name like that, and the generations of the pious will be loyal to him. After him, another person will present those who sleep around, and another those who murder children, and another those who sleep with men, and those who fast, and the rest of impurity, crime, and error. And those who say, "We're equal to angels" - they're the stars that finish everything. It's been said to the human generations, 'Look, God has accepted your sacrifice from the hands of priests,' that is, the minister of error. But the Lord who commands is the Lord over everything. On the last day, they'll be found guilty."
- Gospel Of Judas "The Disciples Vision" 37:40

"Jesus took all of them by stealth, because he didn't appear as he was, but he appeared as they'd be able to see him. He appeared to them in all these ways: he appeared to the great as great. He appeared to the small as small. He appeared to the angels as an angel, and to humans as a human. So his word hid itself from everyone. Some did see him, thinking they were seeing themselves. But when he appeared to his disciples in glory on the mountain, he wasn't small."
- Gospel of Philip "Seeing Jesus"

Conclusion

Due to the world and people being so far behind schedule, as previously stated finding Jesus in this time frame will be like looking for a needle in a haystack. You could literally know what he looks like, be standing in front of him, talking, hugging, laughing, and still not make it through the door. More than likely, you would make the mistake of Peter or Judas (at least that's where it will start). You might accept him one minute, but the next is the one that counts and where many will fail.

The lack of endurance, faith, and commitment is what Satan and the Evil count on. If Peter and Judas who walked with, ate with, and lived with Christ could still fall into such a ridiculous trap after all they had witnessed and learned, why do those who haven't walked that path or attempted it, believe it won't happen to them?

Jesus loves everyone but is wise enough to know not everyone can or wants to be saved. In this time frame he plays both sides. He's testing people, and bringing forth people's true nature, both intentionally and unintentionally. At the end of the day the best you can do is prepare for the storm. We need to reflect on his Sacrifice, on our own lives and sacrifices, the value of life, and the positive effects that come from being persecuted.

To better help prepare and explain, I would suggest reading these articles, "The Bible and Its Relation to the Matrix" "The Blessings of Persecution and Hunger in the Gospel of Thomas" and "Reflections on Sacrifice and the Value of Life". If you can't accept the fact that you and everyone else don't deserve life and deserve death, you will never see the kingdom. For that is not truthful nor humble. Jesus put himself last to save all and still hasn't received what he's owed. How can you honestly believe you deserve better?

"And as long as I'm with you, pay attention to me and trust in me, but when I leave you, remember me. And remember me because when I was with you, you didn't know me."
- Secret Book Of James "Know Yourselves"